Listening to: Sore - Pergi Tanpa Pesan (been listening this song for days and it's repeating in my head and I could be singing everywhere I go)

Jauh perjalanan
Mencari intan pujaan
Aduhai, dimana puan
Mengapa pergi tanpa pamitan

Lembah ku turuni
Bukit yang tinggi ku daki
Aduhai, tak kunjung jumpa
Mengapa hilang tak tentu rimba
Laut hempaskanku padanya

Bintang tunjukkan arah
Ooh angin bisikkanlah mana dia

Hati cemas bimbang harapan timbul tenggelam
Aduhai, permata hati
Mungkinkah kelak berjumpa lagi

I started back work at my office. Back to my boring old job. Hey, no complain here. Well, but I prefer being bz though. So, the internet line suck arse. Keep on disconnecting every now and then. I did all the troubleshooting I could think of but nothing seems to work. *sigh. I was walking around like madwoman in the office. I had nasi goreng (taste weird, lack of something) for brunch. Yes, you heard me. Brunch. Some ppl at work said I lost some weight. Yeah rite! I feel the same.

Anyways, my dad brought back this energy drink called "Mas Cotek" which taste like mineral water but smells like pandan, my dad is selling it. Anyone wants it buzz me. Uh uh! My granpa sent us some "cocos puding". Damn tasty! And yes, we sell this also.

BIMP-EAGA Showcase 2006 (9th - 12th Nov 2006)

Finally the showcase is over now. I'm on leave for today. I need a break before I go into another breakdown again. I nearly broke down and cried yesterday. But I manage to hold it up. It's eating me painfully and slowly. I dunno wut happen but somehow, back to square one again. My bro is not talking to me again. Hmm, must be something I said. I'm sorry if I said something wrong but sometimes if I'm tired, I'll snap and start to ramble. >_<" *sigh. Thanks for a gewd fren for advice (you know who you are! and thanks for being there for me). Though I'm still frustrated coz my bro decided to ignore me for such a small matter. *sigh.

I sucked with controlling emotions. The best solution (more like the most pathetic and sadistic one I could do) is maybe crying. Which is not such a gewd idea rite now?

Anyways, so lets juz move on...la la la

I'll be posting some images from the showcase. But today, I'm juz gonna post this nice chocolate cake from my bro's best fren, Azriq's mum. TASTY CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! NYUM!!

A video of crazy kitties living in my room.



very messy indeed hahahahah.

Funny SG$10 Notes

I dun think I'm qualified to say that I didn't get enough sleep. Though, I gotta say that I'm tired. Few more days to go. Urgh~! I have no idea wut time I slept last nite but I sure didn't get a gewd night sleep. My mind was wandering around. *sigh. I can't stop thinking that I got so much thing to do. Well, not anything for the showcase. It's something for the company's website. *huargh! I have to update that A.S.A.P. *shite!

I would like to take a lil space in my blog to apologize to people. I'm sorry for not replying or have not been updating anything lately. I'm so so tired. Seriously, it's fun but I'm tired. I was bz and will be bz till 12th of this month. I'm sorry people.

Secondly, I've been having some weird dreams of a certain someone. >_<" freaking shite. I wake up and start wondering everytime I do have those weird dreams. This dream is a bit different from my previous one. This time I think I was hurt badly coz he was with someone else. Ogie sound a bit pathetic. But yeah. I have no idea why I have those kinda dreams. I dun recall having those kinda thoughts though. Hmmm.

Updates on my work. I've been cutting papers all day. Oh my gawd! I'm gonna totally freaked if I cut another paper. My back is killing me! Cutting and standing at the same time for a long time is totally sick! But well at least I finish my work? I laminated some papers, cut papers and did some photostating today. Oooo yes I'm pathetic. But I love having work to do.

I still have to update the company website. Some of the stuff there are totally outdated. Oh my gawd. Well, it's not my fault if nobody give me anything to work with? I would say that I'm totally useless if people dun gimme work to do. Wait, not totally, at least I get to play games at work? Sometimes? >_<"

Ahhhhh I need some sleep!

Poor kitties. I'm sorry kitties. Less time to play with both of ya~

I dun think I'll post this shot on my dA. I'll only upload it here. Anyways, this is a shot of my "DJ" sis and her fiance. Common, get married already? *kidding. I do think that this shot is nice. For me la. Who you guys er..do comment?

ahhh so, we were out for dinner and I took this with my handy canon A710 IS camera weeeeeeeee

And juz so, my sis is a bit fussy about her photo shots. She need to look "less fat". >_<" hee. So there weren't any shot of any of us. Only 3 shot of them. I dunno, guess I was too tired.

Noted: It's 2:30am rite now and I can't seem to sleep yet coz my kitties are running around like mad kitties.

And a note for my sis, "oh, if u dun want the kitties running around in "my" room, then get ur own room? sorry to say :P

Thoughts

The kittens are totally cute. They're like sleeping now. I took some shots. Lazy to post it though. See how my mood goes. I think I'm juz tired. Or maybe lazy. Or it must be the weather? It's been really hot lately. It's sucking out all my energy, definately.

Earlier, I was annoyed at somebody. Lets keep it as A. So, A was telling me how this elder guy wanted to marry her. Like hello?! Which fantasy of yours this time? Lame. She definately seems to enjoy it. I seriously dun have a problem with it, it's none of my business but seriously it makes me sick when A was petting the kitten. So called "cat lover". *pfttttttt~ She dun even take care of the kittens. Gawd! So so lame and so sick to even look at wut she's doing. *pftttttt~

Ahhh ogie I felt way better. So, I bought a Sony Ericsson W810i. Yes, >_<" I've been wasting money lately. Gawd, wut's wrong with me. I spend most of my bonus this year!?! *fark~!! NO!!! >_<"

Oh well at least I get gewd stuff rite? Worth it! Yay!

Wut? I'm lagging?

The internet connection has definately been slow lately. I wanted to blog about our (me, my bro and amy) small jogging session. We took some photo. The unlucky part is when I couldn't take much photo coz out of battery >_<" *sigh~ Most of the shots are taken using Amy's camera. Amy I want a copy of everything!!! I mean with us in it. Hahahah. Took some shots with my bro's camera phone too. You can't do much with 2MP can you? Anyways, this is the best out of the bunch. I mean from my shots la. Now, I seem to realize that I look fat and short. >_<" *sigh~ how unfortunate. I wanna lose some more weight (background: the little mimis are pulling my mouse)

jump! jump! jump! guys, aren't we suppose to be jogging? (taken with Canon A710 IS camera)

beautiful sunset of Tg. Aru Beach (taken with SE k750 phone)

I love the colors. I juz can't sacrifice the colors. Though, greyscale would definately look nice too? *hee~

I gotta say. At times, working part time for BIMP-EAGA Showcase 2006 is really fun. Like today, my brother mispelled a location name. From Tanjung Lipat to Tanjung Lipas (well can't blame him if "s" and "t" are that close? yeah rite?). We juz can't stop laughing. And he actually warned me if I posted this on my blog. Coz I'll definately post anything funny to this blog hahahahaha. *grins~

My bro is sick today. I guess it's the aircond at office. I was lucky coz I brought along my jacket. Well he didn't. He took medicine and went directly to bed. Poor thing. Well, get well soon or I won't have anyone to send me to work? Hahahah kidding kidding.

People people people, BIMP-EAGA Showcase 2006 is open to public from 9th - 12th November at 5th Floor, Palm Court, CentrePoint, Sabah. Do come. I'll be there, sticking stickers on you guys. Ohohohoh~ *crowd phobic. *sigh~ Sure I'm fine as long as my brother is there. I juz can't handle large crowd.

Which care bear are you?

I'm a Wish Bear - sometimes very quiet and shy. sometimes are creative and playful. love playing "let's pretend"?

er...

Protocol?

This is the first time I came across parking following rules or because of protocol. The other day, me and my bro went to Sabah Port to send a letter, and the guard told him that he couldn't park with the car facing behind, it should face front? *hiks~ ogie that's so weird. When we look around, all the cars are parked in the same manner woo~ *freakie~

Talking about bad luck or being unfortunate? *sigh. Definately unfortunate. We went for lunch at Likas Square, end up being the last person there and waited an hour for our meal. WTF!? *sigh. Most of us are totally pissed. Not only the fewd has no taste and oily. It felt like we're eating air / nothing at all. *sigh~

For those who missed out on the Pump It Up Tournament in KL. Here are some videos. Thanks to jimmypiu for uploading these

KK Sandstorm *hiks~

I think this one is great! XD I totally love the finishing.

I think this is the one who got 1st place




Er...some pole dancing? I think this one got 2nd or 3rd?




Some other?

Wut I've been watching lately? I watched "Butterfly Effect 2", not worth the watch. Wasted my time to download obviously.

Though, I've enjoyed watching anime yay~

Well, I watched the first 3 episode of "Death Note". Wooo~! I so love it! :D

Death Note (デスノート, Desu Nōto) is a Japanese series originally written by Tsugumi Ohba and illustrated by Takeshi Obata centering around a young high schooler who decides to rid the world of evil with the help of supernatural sources.

taken from marissa's friendster page mwahhaha :P

Source: Death Note - Wikipedia

Watched 1st episode of "Girl from Hell" or "Jigoku Shōjo" Animax.

"At midnight every night, you can access Jigoku Tsūshin online. If you type in the name of someone who you have a grudge against there, Jigoku Shōjo will appear and send that person to hell. Rumors of the site spread among children living in cities. However, no one speaks of one thing, that you must make a contract with the Jigoku Shōjo to carry out revenge against your grudge."

Source: Girl from Hell - Wikipedia

The story begins when high school student Kazuki Muto (武藤カズキ, Mutō Kazuki^?) is killed one night saving a mysterious girl from a monster, only to wake up and find it was only a dream. However, he soon finds out how real that dream was when a giant serpentine monster attacks him and his sister. Tokiko Tsumura (津村斗貴子, Tsumura Tokiko^?), the girl from his dream, explains that the monster is a homunculus. Kazuki had been attacked and killed by it when rescuing Tokiko, however the girl revived him by placing a kakugane medal in his chest.

The kakugane, Tokiko explains, is an alchemical device that when activated can give him the power to fight the homunculus monster. Using this, Kazuki creates his own buso renkin, an alchemic weapon in the form of a huge lance. Along with Tokiko and her own buso renkin, Kazuki joins the fight against the homunculus and their master.

Kazuki meets Victor and gets transformed into Victor's body form. He has six weeks to find a solution, while he gets pursued by Alchemy Assassination Team. Tokiko brings him to Newton's Apple University, where Tokiko found the black kakugane.

Source: Buso Renkin - Wikipedia

Uhhh...I dun feel so gewd. I woke up so many times coz of stomach ache. But I didn't really like wake up and go to the toilet till 5:16am. Ooo but I still feel crappy. Uhhh~~ this is why never ever and ever drink gas drink on a hari raya. Uhhhh~~~ gawd. I feel sick already. Urgh~

It's 1st day of hari raya. Fewd was delicious. Oooo~! I forgot to take photo of it >_<" Noiiiiiiiii!!! I forgot. Oh ogie nvm. Anyways, would like to thank everyone who sent me sms or msg to wish "Selamat Hari Raya". I would name em one by one but hmmm, too many. So, I took 74 shots this year with my new camera. I'm gonna post some of it. Most of the shots are for my eldest sis. She got lotsa frens coming over. Sadly to say. Only one of my and my bro's fren, Marrisa came. TQ AGAIN MARRISA!!! :D

family photo. from left (1st row): dad, mum, lyne, daniel (lyne's fiance)
from left (2nd row): tina, me and my bro

this used to be the parking area.

the newly renovated living room. my dad arranged everything. he could do the interior nicely no?

the cake my dad bought.

a funny shot of my sis pointing (in this case, poking) my bro's stomach *rofl

me and my 2nd sis.

my bro's ms. j alexander pose?

the chatters XD

Noted: Amy, get well soon! :D

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

Just wanted to wish "Happy Deepavali" and "Selamat Hari Raya" to everyone. :D

Salah silap harap dimaafkan.

Last nite, went to Servey Likas with mum and 2nd sis. Bought quite a number of stuff. Lotsa ppl. Annoyed. I dislike going to places with lotsa ppl. It was quite far to park the car. Thank gawd, I'm not the one driving. Well, I can't drive yet. Leg still pain every now and then. Weak~! Anyways, as we were paying at the counter, there's this malay lady (I'm not a racist of any kind, it's juz that, I dun like typical malays). *hiks. Wut a statement. I'm sorry if I offended anyone who read this but I seriously dislike ppl patting my shoulder. They could say "Excuse Me" loudly, seriously I dun mind. Rather than patting my shoulder. That is so ewww~. So yes, the story is actually, somebody pat my shoulder instead of saying excuse me coz they wanted to go to the other counter. *shiesh! Where's ur manners?! *sigh. And they say Malaysians are friendly. *geez~. Some juz hmm u know wut I mean? *sigh. Juz dun pat my shoulder(s). Sometimes I find stewped ppl, they would like talk to each other hoping that we will move. Wot? Like hello?! Dun they know how to say "Excuse Me"?! >_<"

Anyways, I took some photo with my new camera. Enjoy viewing. Am still figuring out some functions so, bare with me >_<"

So I've got a free report from Tickle on Super IQ test.

Anyone wanna read the report go view at my tickle page. *hiks~ I'll only paste the image hahahaha

I'm feeling very sleepy and lazy today. Seriously. I feel like sleeping. *yawns